it's been 4 months i guess, since i last posted something with words, rather than song and lyric. Partially due to the lack of words I have to describe my situations at times, cause my language isn't quite good. I have been going an emotional roller coaster ride. I get sad, moody, irritable and then happy, contented and relieved again and again, umpteen times during the past 4 months. And it's due to all sorts of reasons - church, work, friends, future, studies. Find it rather tiring. But I can't help much.
Have been thinking through my choice to be baptised recently. Don't really want to go through the motion, of getting baptised because of my age. But yah, it's bothering me a bit. I can't give reasons against or for it.
My work's another weird thing. I have no idea why I am not quitting it since I'm too lowly paid, that I can't even balance my expenditure.
And I'm wondering whether computing's really suited for me. But if it isn't, what else is? I like computers and stuff but I realise I don't know much about them either. Ironic.
Ah.. ranting again. Pardon my incoherence.