Feeling kind of irritated these days. I realised I have to take some Qualifying English Test because my GP results sucks, which consists of an essay, right smack in the middle of my supposed Taiwan trip. I still haven't decide which orientation camp I should/can go to. The AYG people still have not told me when they would need me as a volunteer. And I have no idea what to do for my driving test in July. There are just too many uncertainties for me to take.
Pray that I can really cast all my anxieties on Him and be in peace, knowing He cares for me.
In the night, I hear 'em talk, The coldest story ever told Somewhere far along this road, He lost his soul to a woman so heartless... How could you be so heartless? Oh... How could you be so...?
How could you be so, cold as the winter wind when it breeze, yo? Just remember that you talkin' to me, yo You need to watch the way you talkin' to me, yo I mean after all the things that we've been through I mean after all the things we got into Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me
In the night, I hear 'em talk, The coldest story ever told Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so....
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me They say that they don't see what you see in me You wait a couple months then you goin' see You'll never find nobody better than me
'Cause in the night, I hear 'em talk, The coldest story ever told Somewhere far along this road, He lost his soul to a woman so heartless... How could you be so heartless?
Interestingly, this was meant to be sad song. But he made is so lively and fun to hear. Cool guy.
Above All by Paul Baloche Above all powers, above all kings, Above all nature and all created things. Above all wisdom and all the ways of man, You were here before the world began.
Above all kingdoms, above all thrones. Above all wonders the world has ever known. Above all wealth and treasures of the earth, There’s no way to measure what You’re worth
Crucified, laid behind the stone, You lived to die, rejected and alone. Like a rose, trampled on the ground. You took the fall, and thought of me, above all.
Translation 翻译
《至上主》 Paul Baloche 祢是全能神 祢是上主 祢已胜过世上一切被造物 智慧权柄都不在祢以外 主祢是昔在今在永在
it's been 4 months i guess, since i last posted something with words, rather than song and lyric. Partially due to the lack of words I have to describe my situations at times, cause my language isn't quite good. I have been going an emotional roller coaster ride. I get sad, moody, irritable and then happy, contented and relieved again and again, umpteen times during the past 4 months. And it's due to all sorts of reasons - church, work, friends, future, studies. Find it rather tiring. But I can't help much.
Have been thinking through my choice to be baptised recently. Don't really want to go through the motion, of getting baptised because of my age. But yah, it's bothering me a bit. I can't give reasons against or for it.
My work's another weird thing. I have no idea why I am not quitting it since I'm too lowly paid, that I can't even balance my expenditure.
And I'm wondering whether computing's really suited for me. But if it isn't, what else is? I like computers and stuff but I realise I don't know much about them either. Ironic.
I don't like to be alone Hate to be lonesome Alone, counting the stars at night
I hope for someone's accompaniment Someone to stay with me Every sunrise and sunset
Used to always be alone Just me alone To face what life throws at me
I hope for someone to accompany me Someone to stay with me Every season of the year
Someone to laugh with me To cry with me To reminisce with me, to dream with me Someone to give me a hug To give me consolation and to be by my side when I'm down
Someone to laugh with me To cry with me To reminisce with me, to dream with me Someone to share my all with - both joy and pain To stay with me till the ends of the earth
I am no longer alone today No longer lonesome Nor facing life by myself I found true love Jesus' love Which will stay with me for ever
All Is Quiet Now by SHE "Can you leave me?" "I cannot take it anymore." "Can you initiate the breakup?"
All that is left standing here with me is this piano. What was a dream of our marriage Became a marriage anthem in solo. In this tug-of-war of love, did you love me or you yourself? It was the latter.
Photos of me being a spoilt child, of me being cute, stuck close to you, of me crying were once what you liked. I'm still standing where I once were, But you chose to go back to your memories.
You say I loved you too much, So much it was drowning you. You were afraid that this happiness would be short-lived Our breakup was a form of release. A time for you to think. Can you give me the piece of sky which I wanted?
You say I gave you too much. You were afraid you can't do the same. You cannot differentiate between passion, promise, eternity. Everything's confusing. Love is like a wound, with both of us suffering. Silence is my last gesture of gentleness to you Because I love you too much.
All that is standing here with me is this piano. What was a dream of our marriage Died and stayed as a dream by my pillow. I know love was never meant to be easy It is not mathematics. And answer may not be what you worked out to be.
Photos of me being a spoilt child, of me being cute, stuck close to you, of me crying, all these past were about loving you. Tears on my cheeks are still fresh, But there's no longer anyone holding my hand.
"I'm sorry" "Given my current situation, I don't think I can give you happiness"
This song reminds me of a past. A happy and sad past.