maybe because i am very tired... today i am not in a very good mood... go to sch... try to make myself happy bah... laugh.... joke... har-har...
then the best thing to spoil my mood totally... bring it all the way down to the core of the earth... someone asked me if i was gay... obivously not... and this isnt the first time someone frm this sch has asked me... 3 times to be exact... i really wonder what's wrong... why are people asking me this question... its only this year that i start getting this kind of weird questions... does my actions show as such... i dun see other people being asked so... so what's the fuss?... confused... melancholy.... sianz....
someone once told me a person's behaviour cannot show one's sexual orientation... haha... i wonder the authencity of that... is tt rite?... my assumption would be that his behaviour would somehow reflect... but oh well... dun care
i think acceptance is really impt in the society... and someone did reflect to me the world izzen a really accepting place... u got to be good-looking, smart, well-rounded or at least... be the norm.. any slight weird part of ur life is shown... there are bound to be ppl disliking u... (but be reasonable... if u choose to irritate ppl... dun blame others for hating u...) however, if u r did not, then i think u are juz one of the victims of this world... superficial... of course, i dun expect myself to be accepting of everyone but at least... respect... is what i think everyone wants and should be given... dun place ur focus on the shortcoming of others... just like how u dun want others to do so to u...
chi engpromos around the corner... havent really prepared well... ppl ask me so... i reply no... they dun believe... then ask for what rite... 无聊的要死。。。 i juz try my best ba.... my morale for final year izzen really high... 过一天看一天吧。。 see how long i can last... moreover, things that happen recently aint helping me at all... and that stupid pw... why must it be so agonising to do... got to do eom and i&r... havent done no nothing... see how lorh...
promos around the corner... havent really prepared well... ppl ask me so... i reply no... they dun believe... then ask for what rite... lame... i juz try my best ba.... my morale for final year izzen really high... i guess i'll live by the day... see how long i can last... moreover, things that happen recently aint helping me at all... and that stupid pw... why must it be so agonising to do... got to do eom and i&r... havent done no nothing... see how lorh...
1 or 2 i can still stand,
but izzen 3 too many,
confused, lethargy, sadness,
is more than what i can carry...