hm... another one... :/
lol... read for urself...
today... went to visit nona... at first i tot only 4 ppl going... but in the end about 1 third the class went... that is quite comforting... our class cares for each other... :)...
after the visit, went to daryl's house... found it quite big... there, momo, ben, bran, daryl went to play mahjong... hmm... very rowdy... and
loud... meanwhile i just read the newspaper... and found some horrible father who has 10 wives and 66 children... and has raped 5 daughters cause he feels that he own them... disgusting... when on trial, he then acknowledge that he had the wrong thinking... what a "loving" father... after that, i read a bit of readers' digest... haha... nth else to do mah...
later during the day... somehow... a small pillow fight occured... lol... very funny that is... daryl needed to go out... so we left his place... and shopped for a while at junction 8... before going to jj's house to watch aeonflux...
quite a normal day... but the feeling in the morn and afternoon was strangely different... on one hand, i am sad about nona's incident... but quite happy that the class is quite together... i had a little time out of daily routine... hm... i sound quite weird today...
today izzen really a pleasant day... early in the morning we received bad news... then following that we got our pw results...
before the official results of my class was released... we heard news that only
eight ppl in sa got band 1...then we were so sure that it must have been 8%... to our
horror we realise many classes got band 3... when its time to announce the results... mdm lee still had the
mood to play the american idol style way of announcing the results... :\.... happy that i got a 2... thank God for that...
these two things
very depressing liao... i think it's a shock to everyone... everything happened too fast... for even anyone to react properly... everyone overwhelmed with sadness... can tell the mood of the class
wasnt gd...
只不过过了短短的四个月。。。我身边已有两个丧事。。。我也不知是好。。。要相信祂并非只是口头上的承诺。。。我信心不足。。。甚至开始感到麻木。。。我常常告诉自己。。无论如何我不可以变成一个麻木的人。。。可是我身边的两个丧事似乎对我情绪上的影响不大。。。我心里只是淡淡的悲。。。知道照理来讲我应该安慰丧家。。。但我无法发出内心地为他感到难过或伤心。。。看到同学会为彼此哭、一起悲痛。。。我很感动。。。请原谅我无法这么做。。。我麻木了。。。“你们所有劳苦担重担的人哪，到我这里来吧！我必使你们得安息。我心里柔和谦卑，你们应当负我的轭，向我学习，你们就必得着心灵的安息；我的轭是容易负的，我的担子是轻省的。”- 马太福音 11:28-30
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for you souls For My yoke is easy and My burden is light." - Matthew 11:28-30
easier said than done though...
我以祷告来到你跟前，
我要寻求你。
我要站在破口之中，
在那里我寻求你。每一次我祷告，我摇动你的手，
祷告做的事我的手不能做。
每一次我祷告，大山被挪移，
道路被铺平，使列国归向你。主我是软弱及无助，
你却是我的力量。
以你亲切的手引导我，
那就是我的得胜。 Loose translationI come before Your feet through prayer,
I want to seek You.
I want to stand in the gap,
There I will seek for You.
Every time I pray, I tug Your hand.
The things I pray about,
I cannot do them alone with my hands.
Every time I pray, even mountains move,
Paths straigten out for all nations to turn to You.
Lord, although I am weak and helpless,
You are my strength.
Your loving hands guide my ways,
To achieve victory.
hm... today was quite
boring actually...
1.5 hrs of gp... followed by
1.5 hrs of econs... wed.. i think is the worse day... haha... after
sian-ing for the whole day it was 1415... hm... went to co-op... to help buy some pe shirts for the some ppl... wah really
luan... at first... din noe what size available... later i couldn't figure out which shirt is which house because of the packaging... then the size also not labelled for some... :/... but at least it was sorted out in the end... ~_~...
then i went for sports club... hm.. today it was the 1st time the j1 joined us for games... before tt... they went for a security talk until 1620... meanwhile we did pt and captain ball using a soccer ball... if i'm nt wrong... forget liao.. haha... then we played handball for a while... before playing captain ball again with a
tennis ball and a
ping-pong ball... haha... difficult to estimate where the ball will go... whether the ball will bounce... realised i'm not a very sporty person actually... haha...
(still in sports club...) ... i cant seem to play games very well... haha... too
nerd liao... only noe how to go home mug... the other time play soccer wif the guys also the same thing... like a fish out of water... cant do anything right... oh well... no leg hand co-ordination...
napfa coming soon... dunno whether i can get a
silver... doubt it lah... my pull-ups... :/.... hopefully i can escape ptp... can enjoy a bit more freedom... many ppl say... the key to the happy 2 years is optimism... how optimistic can one be...? haha... well... treat it as a break from studies lor... -,-...
haha... today was really funny.... during physics tutorial... everything was chaotic... the class was practically just cracking one joke after another... continuously... all the way until rol cannot take it... haha... although the soccer league was not very encouraging... at least the class ended on a happy note..
after s paper maths from 5 to 630 :/... went out wif some of the classmates... we were laughing all the way becos of all the funny comments each one of us made... it was just like a laughing marathon... lol...
at least its a good thing... after hearing ms wong's comment that our class has been quite dull this year unlike the lively class last year... this lightens the mood a little... hopefully this happy mood will last till the end of a lvls... jiayou everybody...!
recently i have been very tired... always sleeping very late... going to sch blur-blur... hope i will get to slp more now... haha... campus superstar just ended... chee yang won... as i expected... but he really has quite a nice voice...
after receiving block test result... still quite in a shock... my results quite bad... haha F for maths... which is suppose to be my strongest subject... oh well... am i too complacent... but thinking back... the level's average is 25... so am i suppose to get such grades also... i dunno... feel quite disappointed with my block test results.... dunno if i can actually cope with my 4 subs and 2 s papers... :(... physics s hasnt start yet... i really dunno what will happen when it actually starts...
after dealing with so much problems recently... i think i can finally relax a bit... i am at peace for i noe that God will deal with my problems... i have the assurance that He would....
